Dear T., What’s up. How are you doin in there? I know you probably don’t want to read this but please listen! I know what I did was wrong, I shouldn’t have lied, but T., I’ve known Joleena all my life. In middle school (The Edison) she used to call me mommy. She didn’t get along with most of the girls in school because she fucked most of their boyfriends. I’ve always protected her she was like my daughter (a big daughter). I figured if I went along w/ what she said it would match even when I tried to say the truth they didn’t believe me anyway. But when I said what Joleena told me, it was like that was what they wanted to hear. I’m so sorry!!! I tried to even make Jason lie so you’d go to jail and figured he wouldn’t go to jail cause he’d … 

 he’d cut a deal. Joleena told me if Jay really loved me he would do it. I don’t know, at 1st when Joleena told me this I didn’t care cause I figured I could talk Jason into lying too, but it didn’t work. I even spoke w/ the DT’s & told them I would make Jason snitch but he wouldn’t go along w/ Joleena’s plan. I honestly didn’t give a fuck about you, until I went to your house during that week then I seen you w/ your son, I knew how it felt to be raised without your father & I felt guilty I can’t do it not for some horny, lying, demented hoe. I hope she gets help & I hope she doesn’t hate me we’ve been friend for too long. But I’m going to confessions this Saturday and if God … 

 can forgive me will you? I’m gonna promise him and you that I’ll say the truth. I’m truly sorry T. I hope that you’ll forgive me. I’ve learned to put my trust in God & I’ll never be disappointed. T., everything happens for a reason. I believe that this will make you stronger T. I don’t know why I hated you so much, well I do but for another girl’s reasons, they’re not me. I hope you can forgive me for ruining your life. Don’t hate me. I’m sorry. Always, Heather P.S. Go to church in there God will help you T., he’s helping me.